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Dr. Drew’s insensitivity on Interstitial Cystitis & Endometriosis; two debilitating medical conditions that affect a combined total of 95-100 million people worldwide.

Dear Dr. Drew…. I find your lack of empathy concerning seriously debilitating pelvic conditions truly disturbing and I have quite a few things to say to you about it all…wait…there are some people here who don’t know what went on during your Loveline show… Let’s cover that first shall we? For those who aren’t aware of the Dr. Drew Pinsky and Loveline drama going on in the Interstitial Cystitis, Pelvic pain, and Endometriosis communities today, I’d like to introduce you to a major issue within our medical culture and that, my friends,  is the issue of insensitivity. On April 24th 2014, Dr. Drew and his crew at Loveline took a call from a man in Florida who wanted to ask a question concerning his fiance’. (For those who have not seen or heard the clip of this call…start watching at timestamp 30:04 and try real hard not to throw shit …

A hiatus well deserved if I may say so myself…and I just so happen to say so…myself.

I have always been a pretty humble individual. Never one for rubbing shit in people’s faces or trapsing around flaunting shiny new things all over the town..mostly because I really don’t like to make people feel like shit but also because I never really had too much to rub in people’s faces in the first place. The way I always looked at it is that someone is always better at something that someone else…and someone else is always worse at something than the next person. The truth is, we are all good at our own things and we all suck at our own things. It’s a matter of how we react to each person’s differences that make us the king of douchbagastan or a generally understanding person. It can really go either way. I always chose to not run around screaming about the things I was good at….unless it was …

Reclaiming my inner lady sparta….

I have been missing a huge pie sized chunk  of my soul for a very long time. Like I’m crawling through a never lifting heavy fog that’s weighing on my chest and unless I can get that pie back in one piece and totally uneaten I’ll never get out…isn’t that a nice opening statement? Sucks you right in like “wow, this female is a totally sad excuse for a decent train wreck” right from the jump. Excellent! That was the goal. So,now that I’ve gotten your attention, let me elaborate a bit. I was an extremely athletic person my entire childhood, all the way up through my teens, and into my medical health downfall stage of my early 20’s. Nothing was too much for me. I was a heavily competitive gymnast from the time I was 3 until I was 14; a horseback rider since I was able to hold …

The Aftermath…

Needless to say, the past 9 days have been totally crazy…I’ve heard from so many people about so many topics that I don’t even know where exactly to start for this blog. But the negativity aspect seems like the best thing to make clear from the jump. Soooo,  I will not focus on anything negative at all for the duration of this piece, nor will I answer or respond back to any negative or hateful emails, posts, or comments. I know that it gets you no where…except maybe upset, angry, betrayed, and in a major flare (all of which= no good and no where necessary) The truth is that at the end of the day people are going to have their opinions and regardless of whether they’re based on facts of assumptions those opinions are THEIR opinions and they have the right to hold on to them if that’s what …

Let the panic attacks begin…and thank you for giving me a great reason to panic.

Ahhhhhhhhh…..that’s all my brain seems to want to say today…Ahhhh.  Ah. ahhhhhhhhh. Lol. I am having a super hard time believing that December 6th is actually almost here. It feels like it was just yesterday that I was getting the call from the production team to let us know that we finally had an airdate for the show. Usually at that point the human brain does one of two things…it either panics and says “ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh there’s no time must hustle” or it tricks itself into thinking that there’s a lot of time and we can worry about the big stuff closer to the air date. Neither of these are the way to go. I think about how much we’ve all put into this show from every aspect. Dr. E and Susan got me the MTV contact to begin with….Isa treated me at Renew Physical Therapy while Boom and I were …

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